without words
Clearly, my body has said enough. Stop. Rest. Cry. Deal. Stop faking it and grieve already. I’ve been sick for over a week, so I think I’ll give up and listen.
Missing friends who have left. They had losses in their life and would have given me what I need right now. Such is the expat life.
Found a great website which means I can blog there and connect with others going through the same stuff. So, no more sad posts here. Last one. Thanks for all the kind words on my last one. I am feeling incredibly lonely and disconnected right now. Nice to hear your kind words.
Pray for my mom on the 27th as she has her mastectomy then.
Leslie, I never got a chance to talk to you in person, but I know what you are going through and it does take time, a lot of time, please give yourself a lot of time. As the 17th anniversary of Greg’s death and 26th anniversary of Mom’s death passes, I still need time, lots of it. We will never know the answers until we join our loved ones in Heaven.
You and Ken & the girls are in my prayers every day. Give yourself lots of time. I will be thinking of and praying for your Mom as her procedure approaches.
I love and think about you guys all the time. (Still have the Christmas tree/letter the girls made for me 2 years ago hanging by my desk at work). Take care. Hugs to all of you.
October 19, 2011 at 4:07 pm